And the alien did decree: "Way to go, fucknut"
Did I mention It seems that I did not. So: I did. It was awkward; I went in with Susan, because she spotted me outside a thrift store, and tagged along. I stayed when she left. I waited for the customers to leave. Between a few drop-ins, I told Jay about my little breakdown. Etc. I fritzed a little, but not enough to want to leave. I think that most of the problem was resolved with that talk. I said my little, "This is my safe place"-type stuff. My, "You're the only middle-aged man I've ever trusted" stuff. The rest of the visit was pretty normal, lots of goofing around, laughing. I saw him yesterday, I mentioned last time. All was mostly well, aside from that little, "But you don't like men," quip. I'm not entirely sure that he meant to make it sound as iffy as it seems to replay in my head. I could be over-analyzing, as usual. Or..? Well. I'm feeling all farted-out over this entry. Got caught up on Wikipedia, and lost my focus. (Oh, poo!) x--- Went to the grocery store, and wasted a good portion of my remaining money on ice cream. Way to go, fucknut. |
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