And the alien did decree: "SOMEONE missed me"
Today I've had a shitload of coffee now, so that's prolly adding to my disposition. I've come to a conclusion that the mental health people in this town are utterly inept. Saw Dr. P around 2:30; she referred me to Mental Health for more stuff THAT THEY DON'T DO IN TOWN. Lots of talk of, "You have to help YOURSELF, when it comes to depression -- get a job, go outside." Mental Health? Well, my worker-for-the-day basically said, "Stop coming here for help; figure it out yourself -- either that, or, come back when you've decided to deal with group therapy." The highlight of the day was visiting Jay -- hands-down; I've been avoiding visiting the bookshop unless I'm feeling particularly stable. I forgot for a while why I fuckin' love visiting Jay. Kind of understandable; he was sad a long while, and I was losing my mind a little. Today has been the best day I've had in months. That visit was that good. We had a great visit; the kind that leads me to think this needs to be a more regular occurrence. Even he mentioned that I'd disappeared for a little too long. Aw. I'm glad SOMEONE missed me. His grandfather died, but, his kids are doing better. That awful sadness he had before wasn't present. I can't quite put my finger on it. We shot the shit. I told him some updates; explained the anti-depressant situation. I think what amused him today was that we roamed the store, looking for various books: Japanese kids' books, trivia books, textbooks. We found none of them, but, the search was fun. I brought home "Lambert the Sheepish Lion". You know what? I'm still Lambert. |
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